Its again time to go back home, I will be flying back tomorrow to India, the route is Lousville->Detroit->Amsterdam->Mumbai. When I look back upon these 21/2 months, they have been in complete contrast to last time when I was here. Last time was the best time of my life: less work, going to chicago every weekend to be with chhavi, being on the phone almost always after 10PM till 12AM. This time even before coming to lvl things at personal front weren't great, but I had thought they will get better once I get to talk to chhavi & did we talk? yes we did, it was pretty ok in the beginning then it started going bad to worse to even worse. Maybe I over-tried in these 3 months, I guess there is a very fine line between trying hard honestly and trying a bit too much & I didn't realize when I crossed the line. Anywez time to perhaps do some thinking about what all I did wrong over these 21/2 months (I know I've done a lotsa things wrong) and how I could have done them in a better way. And as they say: "you should never be afraid to bid farewell, a goodbye is necessary before you can meet again & meeting again after years or lifetimes is sure for those who are in love".