Life is beautiful...

sometimes u just dont know which way u want to go, u have 2 choices...one way there is nothing gonna happen but maybe it will save u from all the pains, its like giving up on something which means a lot to u..the other choice is u try atleast even though the chances are close to none that it will workout in the end but atleast even if it doesnt work out you can atleast later take comfort from the fact that you tried your best. right now i am torn between the 2 choices, if i make choice 1 which means just running away from everything i will atleast not inflict anymore pain on someone whom i love more than anything/anyone else and not land her in a situation which is tough to get out for her, yeah it will screw up my life but hey when was my life not screwed up. And if I try something the possibilities are it will still not work out but that way i m atleast giving ourselves some chance for a beautiful future. just cant decide on which way i should go but there is alwys this thing in my mind that i want the best to happen to her and whatever decision i make will solely be based on that, from looks of it makin the first choice seems to be the best thing...